Working part time + studying full time  = no rest + no entertainment , not enough sleep + $

Um......the feeling of waking up at 5:45 am under complete darkness to write en english essay on a pc was......indescribable

I can't even remember how i did it this morning, maybe i was on autopilot. AMAZING !

All i knew was the essay is due TODAY, so i have to get it done.

It is that thought which woke me up. No delay.

Then i got abt 2 hours of  "quality sleep" after that. As there are no worries of not being able to hand in a homework!

One thing that frustrated me the most is I always mistakenly pressed some buttons on my phone unconciously...calling to Hong Kong .so when i received my phone bill at the end of the month, I have to pay something ike US$3.5 per minute for a call that i dont even know i've made !!!!

Dad just phoned me and told me it happened again....he heard my whole conversation of me talking to somebody in school.....

I guess it was some pre-set phone shortcuts..so when i pressed one of the nos....the phone directs to HK

and i have to pay for those damn fees

I am going to broke !

It happned a few times per month......i paid an extra US$20 on those XXXXing fees per month.

Innocent

i have been busy working for the past few days.....I got home at around 9:30pm-10:30pm for the past few days...

Nearly have got no time for myself...

If i have any spare time, i would have slept and done  revision !!

Anyway....i am enjoying the work

I hope it wont affect my study....because they would stop me from working once it has been affected

I would have hated them if they do so!  I swear .

Have known some friends at work....great

at least wont get bored while i am doing the world's most boring stuff

time flies

tmr is The Labour Day holiday

No work for me,  no school also

How perfect !

Homework time......

for the sake of satisfying my own wants....I buy the food that i lvoe to eat like chocolate and icecream everytime after work

are those  excuses ? I told myself i am tired, and i need them to treat myself better

yeah~I am hired, temporarily

So, nightmares over ! But i think i get the lowest paid in the entire building ( slavery !!!! )................and i might be the youngest too !

it's just short -term..........

so tiring today...get to school in the morning...run...getting on buses..interview...run again....rush back to school...go home.....rush to school again...and home again !

Have tons of homework today, and 2 tests tmr,

so i gotta go

bye bye lovely

there was an emergency phone call to me while i was at lunch today

It was a call from the working company asking me to go there for doing the paper work... they have job offers !!!!!

Oh MY GOD...i was thrilled and excited

I then went there after school....meeting the human resourse department and had some paper work done

They asked me to choose my own schedule for the job orientation and interview tmr

And I will have to wear shirts + black long pants just like the business-wear

It is going to be my first job interview tmr !

I was so nervous when i got into the Human Resourse Dept today

There were all the people wearing suits...looking super professional

While i am just the little kid weating jeans and t-shirt , carrying a backpack...( very obviously i just got off from school to everyone )

Very lucky to be given this chance

On my way to the HR Dept...i saw those people dressing so formally waiting for the interview....when they looke at me dressing like that and walked straight inside... at some points I knew they must be wodnering " WHY that girl can get in like THAT ? "

anyway, I feel lucky that  i  have got myself some formal clothes and pants and shoes for the interview tmr.......( just the last minute  !!! i bought them !! )

Without them...i cant even joined that interview....

first time looking at myself like that........weird.....

If i pass the test tmr, i am going to be hired !!! ( for a temporary x'mas session only )

The biggest concern is that....i need to get to school at 8am tmr, the official time for me to get off from the last lecture  is around 12:30-12:45pm....

And i must arrive no later than 1:15pm to thei nterview place......

including the travel time...it is going to be a running-rushing game for me

i am very worried....becuase it is a chemistry-laboratory class, i could not leave early unless i have finished with my lab report....

hope everything is fine tmr

I am praying..................

This is what i want

Looking at the bosses inside those departments....haviing that chance to shake hands and socialise with them today....all make me feel i am so tiny...........

I feel so blessed....without the connections, I would never have that chance to walk in those offices where those people noramlly work !!

Tmr i am going to dress like a grown up....( I definitely look at least 5 years older on that outfit )

One day i wish I can truly become one of them

I am 100 % willing to learn

so it is all about tomorrow.........................

please give me a chance !!!!

I have had some serious cultural shock these days

I miss home a lot .

But still trying to fit in.

This is going to take a while.

I mean.....a--- long long ---while unless there's change !

OK, hang in there !